Friday, November 30, 2007
11:52 AM
crazy hols
this hols has been quite insane for me so far, thanks to going out literally everyday, shopping, being online for very long stretches of time and 01 preparations keeping us busy.
studying? oops, but this hols, I have been super slacker. haven't really touched my books since re-tests. O.o
and seeing alot of the J2 prom pics online, namely from blogs, friendster and facebook, really brings back a lot of memories about sec 4 prom. there'd be a difference definitely, since sec 4 prom and J2 prom is a big contrast. but how big is the difference, is up to how you perceive it.
and I wished that I was there to help out at prom night too, it sounds so cool, not to mention the crazy photomania that would always come at prom.
going out christmas shopping later, can't wait! =D
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
11:08 AM
seriousness.
OGL meeting yesterday, it was.. not very hyped up?
but after all, it is the first meeting. it probably takes abit of time to warm up. just like a car engine. heh.
and I'm in SCDC attach after all. =D
on a more serious note, most people who have read the newspapers or watched the news would have been aware of the recent dragon boat tragedy that happened in cambodia, which claimed the lives of 5 singaporeans. it's really saddening to hear such unfortunate news and also, the families are really overcome with grief at losing their loved ones in such a freak accident.
of the victims, 1 of them happens to be my cousin's teacher at school. it's such a shock, at 1 moment the people are doing well, the next moment they'd be gone.
it really shows that life is extremely fragile, and can be gone from you in a single stroke of lightning. what's more, life is unpredictable as well.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
10:34 PM
dismay.
I put SCDC my first choice of com attachment, and I got admin(food) instead. ='(
oh my. but I guess I have somewhat resigned myself to fate already. =(
disappointment is inevitable nder this circumstances, but I still have to face it no matter what. =(
Sunday, November 18, 2007
12:44 AM
grumble.
youtube sucks when it lags. which is MAJORITY of the time.
everytime I want to watch a video, I have to wait for it to buffer completely before I can watch, or I watch the video, and I am greeted with constant and irritating pauses in the video. damn.
sian day for me. supposed to meet tab for chat up session/dinner but she couldn't make it at the last minute. =( but ohwells, we're meeting up soon for ice-skating, right after sabbie's big 'A's, and my killer re-tests. damn re-test. =(
I'm so tired of my com being laggy already. honestly. ok, maybe it's not lag all the time, but it is seriously very annoying when you need to do something and the com takes a DAMN long time to respond. and it means that I want a laptop! but it's too ex. time to save up. o.o
1 word about life now. BORING.
I don't even feel like touching my notes when I have re-tests. thanks to holiday mood that happily settled in after promos ended. but today, I just felt the strong urge to read through and make general notes for chem, and practise maths. my maths is SO screwed. but whattheheck. at least I practised.
so hopefully this time round I pass. I don't want to waste my entire hols on purely studying. like wow, considering the fact that I have so many things going on this hols. it doesn't leave me that much time to study. what an irony.
let's see, this hols there's band camp, orientation preparations, jc band fest, not to mention outings with friends. gee. 0_o
Saturday, November 17, 2007
1:06 PM
happy =)
met up with sarah yesterday at westmall for lunch. we chatted non-stop. =) the only thing I regret is that we were only there for 2 hours. I wish we had longer. and I know that I'll miss her a lot when she finally leaves. it's hard to bear, having a friend leave you. but at least we still can keep in touch.
hearing the song 'unbreakable' reminds me a lot of orientation period, and also my past memories cos I'm a big fan of westlife.
and now, I realised just how fast time goes by. not that I'm not aware of it, but it's like when january comes, the thought 'it's going to be a log year' flashes across your mind. but suddenly, in the blink of an eye, it's already the end-of-year hols.
Unbreakable-WestlifeTook my hand
Touched my heart
Held me close
You were always there
By my side
Night and day
Through it all
Maybe come what may
Swept away on a wave of emotion
Overcaught in the eye of the storm
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine
Believe that you're mine
This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
I feel that my heart just can't deny
Each time I look in your eyes
Oh baby, I know why
This love is unbreakable
Shared the laughter
Shared the tears
We both know
We'll go on from here
Cause together we are strong
In my arms
That's where you belong
I've been touched by the hands of an angel
I've been blessed by the power of love
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine
This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
Each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
I feel that my heart just can't deny
Each time you whisper my name
Oh baby, I know why
This love is unbreakable
Through fire and flame
When all this is over
Our love still remains
This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
I feel that my heart just can't deny
Each time you whisper my name
Oh baby, I know why
Cause each time I look in your eyes
Oh baby, I know why
This love is unbreakable
Thursday, November 15, 2007
9:12 AM
=)
I'm excited for the big 'A's to end. =) cos it means I can meet up with sabbie and tabs for long-awaited chill-out time at last! sabbie ends on 20th, just like all the ppl taking PCME combi. =) and tab says she wants ice-skating. ohwells, I'm not exactly a fan of ice-skating, considering the number of times I fell down when I last went ice-skating which was ages ago. but whattheheck. might as well try again. it'll be fun I guess! =D
hols don't seem like hols in a way. maybe it's because of this thing called holiday homework. LOL.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
6:55 PM
remedials+busyness =)
some updates that I missed out on my previous entries..
I went back to commonwealth last friday as a little surprise to the percussion juniors, and I brought back 1 tube of sweets for them, which of course wasn't enough for them, cos they all wanted the sweets! hahaha. the next time I go back I shall bring more sweets for them.
and I'm really glad to hear them play, because I think they have improved quite alot from the last time I came back and heard them play. they even played good, tough and challenging pieces. =) pecos pueblos, pirates of the carribean(mystery of the black pearl) and christmas festival.
the way they played makes me amazed. how I wish I was going to taiwan with them, but sadly I can't because of the lack of funds and the fact that there is band camp during that period.
remedials over the past 2 days was ok, at least it was quite productive, especially for chem. sitting next to natalie and pengtiong never fails to make me laugh. during the break for chem remedial, fiona(02'07 F2 assistant fam head) joined us and we started joking around and being extremely funny.
maths remedial was crap, not in terms of productivity, but of the time wastage. no teacher came in to my classroom for 1 hour plus, and in the end, we had to go to other classes for the maths lesson. -.-!!
I can't wait to meet up with sarah on friday.
I can't wait for re-tests to be over.
I can't wait for 01'08 preparations to start.
I can't wait to do mass dance!
I can't wait for band fest to come!
talk about a packed-up holiday. and I had better get all my holiday work done soon. =)
Monday, November 12, 2007
11:23 AM
retail therapy!
went out to orchard yesterday with family to shop and celebrate my mum's birthday as well.
I have alot of things that I want to buy, yet in the end I only bought 1 thing. -.-
-Westlife's first album(westlife) I lost the CD and I want to listen to the songs1
-Westlife's 5th album(turnaround)
-Westlife's latest album(back home)
-Jay's latest album
-Blue's first album(all rise) my CD's spoilt! =(
-jacket(preferably a hoodie)
-A LOT of new clothes
what I managed to get hold of was westlife's 5th album, turnaround. I managed to get it at gramophone(taka) at a mere $7.95. when I went to That CD Shop at paragon, I found both westlife CDs, but each of them costs
$22.95. talk about super expensive. there are other places that sell it much more cheaply than there, honestly. -.-
nice display of teddy bears. =D
now i'm listening to all the westlife songs on my handphone, and all the songs are on loop mode. in other words, I've been listening to them non-stop since the time I turned on this computer. no complaints there, cos I love them alot. but jay rocks equally as well in a way. =D
You Make Me Feel-WestlifeI've been trying to reach you
'Cause I got something to say
But you're talking about nothing at all
And you're slipping away
We were crying together
It was a long time ago
Before you walk out the door
And leave me this way
Just hear what I say
You make me feel
You make me real
For the rest of my days
In so many ways
You make me feel
I've been trying to leave you
Why should we go on like this
But my heart can't breathe
When I hear you say
It's better this way
You make me feel
You make me real
For the rest of my days
In so many ways
You make me feel
Ten thousand light years away from you
Keep thinking maybe it's time to let go
But by the end of the day
I still want to say "Do you"
You make me feel
You make me real
For the rest of my days
In so many ways
You make me feel
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
10:01 AM
feeling down.
seeing them together makes me feel a deep sadness in my heart. it seems as though no matter how hard I try to get over him, it would ultimately be impossible to totally forget what happened. a small part of me will remember forever, all the simple and thoughtful gestures. it's really saddening to feel this way.
trying to get over someone is one thing. to completely get over him is another thing altogether. it's not an easy process of life, but it still has to be done no matter what, and so far, I think I'm alright. but after not seeing him for so long, then suddenly seeing him one day.. I know that what's not meant to happen will definitely not occur.
talking to him was great, cos we used to chat together in the past. but now.. it seems abit different. even though we're just friends, the feeling lingers sometimes.
I think I should just adopt a heck care attitude and let the friendship remain. it's always better to be friends sometimes.
I got really spooked out yesterday morning when I was on my way to school, when I cut through the quiet area around blocks 550+. for one instant, I felt someone mess my hair from behind, and I thought that someone was trying to play a prank on me by scaring me from behind. but when I turned around,
there was no one behind me. and that feeling happened not once, but
3 times. the second time it happened, I totally panicked, screamed out loud and started to walk even faster. and again, I turned around but no one was behind me. the third time it happened, I just ran like mad and luckily, I was already very near to the school gate by then. however, the third time I turned around, I did see 4 J2 guys at a good distance behind me.
talk about freaky. oh my gosh. could this probably mean something more sinister?
Monday, November 05, 2007
12:15 AM
liberation from PW! =D
I know I'm a little late in saying this, but what the heck.
PW's over!
I'm kind of euphoric as a result, after we handed in our I&R and our group project file.
finally there's no more PW to worry about. =)
but on the down-side, there's re-test for me. =( but at least I'm promoted.
how ironic it is, in primary in secondary school the possibly of retaining had never ever entered my mind before, no matter how crappy my results were then. but ever since I stepped in to jc and
sufferedwent through exams, the thoughts of retainment really came crashing in.
I hate it when people start nagging at me to do this and that, especially when I don't feel like doing it.
I hate it when things don't go my way or in the correct way.
I hate it when people start complaining non-stop even when times aren't looking good.
I hate it when some people treat me ok in one instant, and the next instant they treat me coldly. it's even more hateful if it's on and off.
if you give me this kind of on-and-off treatment, I'm better off without you. it really gets very (x1000000) irksome, irritating, frustrating and most of all,
hateful.
i guess I should just cool off my temper now.
on a lighter note, I went to arsilia's bbq at her place today. I was initially surprised by her invitation because it was her class gathering(s35) after all, and I thought I would feel awkward if I went. but in the end it didn't really matter, cos neil and sijie came as well. =)
