Sunday, April 27, 2008
1:35 AM
pulled in 3 directions.
5, 19 or 27?
I can't seem to decide what number I want for class jersey.
I'm so glad we're making class jersey since it's the first time I'm going to get a jersey, and the first class tee isn't very nice. =X
5-my birth date
19-OG19! <3
27-PAE 07S27 =D
see, the numbers hold some sort of significance, no matter how small it may seem.
I just don't want my index number. doesn't seem very nice since the number doesn't mean anything special to me. I guess it's probably better to have your ideal number on class jersey. though there are classes that put the same number for all their jerseys to represent their class.
and I want OG tee as well, probably jersey too. but no one is willing/don't have the time to go make it. ohwell. =\
Saturday, April 26, 2008
11:08 AM
quiz again!
saw this on renwei's blog. decided to try it out for the fun of it. =)
Instructions:
-Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question to make it a total of 20 questions
-Then tag 8 people in your links list them out at the end of the post.
-Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
-Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1.At what age do you wish to marry?around 25-30 I guess
2.How many children do you want?1-2
3.What I want the most now?do well for A levels, find my ideal guy
4.What do you want to be when you grow up?psychologist/counsellor/pianist
5.If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?for everyone around me to be happy and healthy
6.What are you afraid to lose now?my family and friends, now and forever
7.Do you believe in being in love forever?yes
8.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?no, I'll wait for the guy to confess first.
9.How strong(in your heart) can you be?very. I try and handle everything as best as I can without breaking down.
10.What are the requirements that you wish from other half?have a good character, good-looking, good brains, sweet-natured, kind, most importantly love me for who I am and loves me more than I love him.
11.Which type of person do you hate most?arrogant people who act smart all the time and people who use vulgarities all the time as though it's part of daily life
12.Do you cherish every single of your friendship?yes of course! friends are one of the most important essences in life.
13.Have you been betrayed by any of your friend?not that I know of.
14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?my family and my friends
15.Roughly, how much of an age gap would you want to have between you and your husband?about 1-3 years I guess? or same age. I wouldn't really go for younger guys.
16.What do you want your friend to be like?understanding, trustworthy, be there for each other
17.What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?wonderful, be there for one another no matter what
18.If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?I'm not really sure. maybe my temper since I'm abit short-tempered by nature.
19.If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?my closest friends, to talk about it. it's not good to keep feelings bottled up.
20.What are the things that keep you going?my family and my friends
8 people tagged:1.shihui
2.mayching
3.yingming
4.liyana
5.hema
6.shuyi
7.qiaoyi
8.natalie
haha. did this quiz pretty fast though surprisingly, since I usually take ages to do quizzes. hahaha!
had some dialogue session going on yesterday afternoon after school, it was a real bore. =\ especially since we ended at 1.30 yesterday for lessons. went out to jp with steffi, shermin, chayee and suhui to go eat before going back for boredom session. and all around me I could see people sleeping, reading books, playing handphone games/sms-ing, and playing bingo/sudoku! LOL
seeing my class people play sudoku and bingo suddenly reminded me of the times when I played bingo, and also doing crosswords. now I have the urge to go do crosswords lol.
and on a note that made my day, I got a B for the last maths lect test! it's not too bad actually but I still think it's not that good since I'm pretty certain that it was the last question which I screwed up horribly, and also because there's 1 smart guy in my class who got FULL marks. omg.
stayed back with shihui and grace to watch jj vs nyjc soccer. and jj won 3-2! =D quite an exciting game. pity for basketball and hockey, they lost both their matches. but our netball girls also won nyjc! =D
anyway, to shihui, get well soon! =D though you may not see this. =)
Saturday, April 19, 2008
9:14 PM
irritable.
I wanted to go and donate blood yesterday but I couldn't do so. =( simply because my parents wouldn't allow me to. but anyway there's another drive in august. by then I'd be 18 and I can just go donate. =D
anyway, about this week, like I've mentioned in my previous entry, can be described by 1 word.
tiring. with a capital T.
really. it seems as though the evil bug of tiredness has gotten me really hard this time round since all I feel like doing is just fall asleep over my books. not a good sign since it's A level year. I hope it's just a phase that I'm going through and that it will pass soon.
anyway, about band today, we played 7th night of july! it's been so long since I last played that piece. and it was sec 3 when I played it, for SYF 2005. and we clinched a gold for SYF 2005. it kind of stirred up an urge for me to go and listen to all the concert band pieces that I uploaded into my phone earlier. and it brought back alot of memories. all the times we spent back in the bomb shelter(CMB band room) rehearsing for performances, and going up onstage to perform to the crowds. those moments would remain forever. =)
anyway, weixiang sent me this song, and I'm kind of addicted to it. because I really like it and I like the lyrics as well. =D
Backstreet Boys-Crawling Back To YouEverybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you
I know you're in there and you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do, just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad, I can't blame you for being mad
But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and now I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you
If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man
But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you (come on)
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in)
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you
Banging on your front door (darling)
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you, yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
sadly, I couldn't find the full length version of the song on imeem.com. blah, the song's like cut off and the versions that I found online were 30 seconds! seriously. =(
Friday, April 18, 2008
12:16 AM
napfa week!
I swear this is one of the most tiring weeks ever in jc life. =( but it will probably be even worse when the actual 'A's come.
first up, it was napfa. =\ this week was kick-started with 2.4 run since my pc period is the very first period on monday morning. and stupid me ran 5 rounds instead of 6 because I lost count of the number of rounds, and so I gave back my number 23 card and dashed the last round. and I got number 40 instead. -.- but surprisingly, my timing was much better compared to last year, with 14.35 this year. my timing last year was 15+ minutes, not exactly the best timing, but it's considered the average for girls. so I guess I did improve in a way. and God was on my side too. =)
tuesday was physics common test, which didn't go very well. I'd be really happy if I can just pass this test. luckily it's at H1 and not at H2. I'd be so dead if it were at H2. =\
wed was chem SPA trial 2. thankfully it was easier than the first one. the first one was so horrible, I had to re-do it. but then again I think nearly my whole class had to rewrite it so it didn't really matter.
today was maths lecture test. lack of time once again. with any luck, I hope I can pass well. and 4/5 stations for napfa done. though I have to do standing broad jump again as I simply suck at it. period. and shuttle run isn't done yet.
2.4km run: B
sit-ups: A
sit-and-reach: A
inclined pull-ups: B
standing broad jump: -
shuttle run:-
with any luck, I hope I get a silver for napfa. =D
the main reason why I've been so tired is partly due to napfa, and also due to burning the midnight oil to rush revision for the 3 tests this week. and there's never a time when I sleep before 12am. oh my. =( I'm so tired. and it's even worse when you feel like dozing off in tutorials.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
12:31 AM
what the true meaning of love is
going to mr gerald's wedding, we got hold of the booklet showing us the schedule of all the rites and prayers. and the prayer at the back of the booklet holds a really great meaning behind it.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.-
1 Corinthians 13: 4-7so true. yet there are some people who in their whole life never really understood the true meaning of what love is.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
6:02 PM
mr gerald's wedding
went to church of st mary of the angels for mr gerald's wedding. I left my house at 945 when we were supposed to be seated by 1115. the church's at bukit batok, and I stay at je. -.- the only reason why I left my house so early was cos I wasn't sure of the exact route and I was afraid I would get lost. and I overshot by 2 bus-stops and had to take another 157 back. when I reached, it was only 1040. -.- and I felt extremely silly when I came in early. so I went out to walk after giving mr g my present for him. gee.
the wedding was an extremely simple one, I doubt there were any elaborate flower arrangements and there weren't that many people there. besides the ex-css juniors and 4/6'06, there were some teachers there and their family and friends.
but the simplicity was really elegant and beautiful and it's the first time I ever attended a church wedding.
so yeah, photos will do the talking. =D
before the ceremony started. though the figure of the crucified jesus christ hanging on the transparent cross looks abit scary.
the couple exchanging their vows
oh, and after the couple exchanged their rings, mr gerald turned miss lim's veil over and kissed her. awww so sweeet! =D everyone in the church just burst into applause and stsrted cheering then. =D
wedding march =D
syahidah and me with the newlyweds. omg miss vanessa lim aka mrs ajam gerald michael is SO pretty!
we've long since concluded back in commonwealth that when we saw her in school. and news about them being a couple got around school really fast.
she was my combined humans teacher in sec 3, mr g was my english teacher in sec 3 then our form teacher-cum geog teacher in sec 4. =D
went with syahidah to get her headphones, have lunch at kfc and chat for a long while since it had been ages since I last saw her. =D and the reception was nice as well, and I saw a number of cmb juniors at the wedding as well, I didn't know they were invited for the wedding as well. HAHA but it was great saying hi and catching up with them. =D
12:02 AM
PW =(
I got C for PW. =( and I was hoping that I'd get a B.
ohwells. no point feeling miserable.
going for mr g's wedding at church of the st mary of the angels tml! =D can't wait. everything's prepared already. =D
found this quiz on renwei's blog. =)
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WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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| You scored as Education/Counseling You should strongly consider majoring in Education, such as early childhood education, middle childhood education, secondary education, or related majors (e.g., Vocational Education, Special Education, P.E./Physical Education).
It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology is a great minor for education majors. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
Education/Counseling |
| 88% | English/Journalism/Comm |
| 88% | HR/BusinessManagement |
| 81% | Psychology/Sociology |
| 81% | PoliticalScience/Philosophy |
| 69% | Accounting/Finance/Marketing |
| 69% | Biology/Chemistry/Geology |
| 69% | Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health |
| 69% | Visual&PerformingArts |
| 63% | History/Anthropology/LiberalArts |
| 63% | Religion/Theology |
| 56% | Mathematics/Statistics |
| 50% | French/Spanish/OtherLanguage |
| 44% | Physics/Engineering/Computer |
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hmm. surprisingly, it's quite accurate for me. =)
Thursday, April 10, 2008
11:27 PM
haunting memories
PW results out tml. OMG.
I feel so nervous now, I don't know exactly what to expect either. I just hope I get a good grade for it.
I don't know why I feel so uncertain and unsure about myself these days. I get irritated easily these few days, though I don't really show it because I think it isn't good to vent your spleen out on your friends just because you're in a bad mood.
remember: best friends are not meant for you to dump all your crap just because you're in a bad mood. they're not meant to be your punching bags as well.
crap. and one reason why I feel so irritated is because of
SOME people. many times I feel like cursing and swearing at them, and also, I'd feel like saying, 'are you guys 17 years old OR 7 years old?' of course, in the most cold, curt and sarcastic manner possible. let's see how much that would sting once it's said. but then again,
SOME people have super thick skins that whatever stuff that's said would probably just bounce off you. I so hate people like them. their attitude sucks like crap, and many times the urge to actually start cursing and swearing always comes over me. some people really are SO irritating and for the record,
STUPID.
if you don't understand who I'm referring to, it's best that you don't know it because it actually doesn't concern you, since what I'm doing here is just venting out my irritation. but if you really want to know, ask me personally. I'm not going to reveal names here.homework's piling up again. =\ once again I'm behind on econs. -.- damn.
for the record, I don't think I'm going to be updating very often due to the constant stream of work+revision that needs to be done, since it's A Level year this year. but meanwhile, just hope that tags keep coming in! =)
something totally random: for some reason, I'm addicted to backstreet boys. even though the boyband phenomena's like ages ago, but they're 1 band other than westlife that have lasted much longer. and also, their songs are really nice. =D
Friday, April 04, 2008
11:11 PM
untitled
i'm back again! after more than a week's hiatus.
feeling way too tired these few days, my study pace has slowed down considerably, I feel sluggish throughout in lessons, all I feel like doing is just sleeping. 0.o
I didn't go for acjc funorama in the end even though I have people asking me to come down and support them, and to buy the tickets, cos I've been feeling too tired and I have a mountain of revision to catch up on. =(
highlights:
CDAYL! the most high profile event that's been going on in jj, and which I have campers taking part, both as planning com and facs, but none of them in SLOs. I initially wanted to go for leaders night, but didn't go in the end. in a way I guess I'm trying to distance myself from these kind of stuff cos of 'A's. but it doesn't help when right now what I'm dying to do is mass dance!
and I love chatting with OG19 people and the ex-commonwealth juniors alot! <3
april fool's day=day of stupid jokes+smses LOL.
1. chatting with meiting, jocelyn, sophia and some of the CDAYL planning com people in the morning before morning assembly. garrick joined us, he asked me to look down at his shoes, and he poked me on my forehead, 'april fool!' -.- I was the second one to get that. sophia got it first, then me, then jocelyn and shaoyan. forgot the order, I have short term memory. =D
2. weixiang smsed me during chem tutorial, and the sms was something about cutting off our bond of friendship. I got stunned, i replied back 'what did I do?' which he never replied back. when I saw him and renwei afterwards, then I realised that it was a joke and it's cos I didn't scroll down. lol. we had a good laugh as a result.
3. shihui smsed me at night when I was having tuition. 'call me urgently. bad news about you' I called her immediately, cos anyway my tuition was nearly ending already. and the minute she got on the line, she started laughing like mad. and I realised that I forgot to scroll down the message, once again.
and today, after school, I was sitting with weixiang and marcus crapping. and we laughed non-stop like crazy people about some happenings. even I can't remember what it was about, but we really laughed ourselves out.
well, seems like laughter's the best medicine for a stressful and tiring week. =D
I miss commonwealth alot all of a sudden, for the first time in a very long time, I took out all my class photos to have a good look at them. anyway it would be like a 4/6 reunion next saturday, cos mr gerald(4/6'06 form teacher =D) is finally getting married! =D and our class is invited for the church wedding. =D intending to get a present over this weekend if I can, or else I would be really tied down with schoolwork and I might not be able to find time to go and buy it. =) at least I have a rough idea of what I want, so it's easier. =D
