Friday, December 29, 2006
11:03 PM
feeling crappy, down in the dumps, restless, miserable.
 
I so can't stand it right now, I'm feeling as though I'm going to puke any minute, and I already had to make the ultimate dash for the bathrooms like 4 times today for the same stupid reason. It's enough to make me miserable and restless. 
Percussion outing is cancelled, because Joey can't make it. ='( so it's ice-skating with sab, tab and josh tml. I just hope I'm up for it, because I can't stand it if I have to feel nauseous continually and having to dash for the bathrooms. The last thing I need right now is to fall sick just before school reopens. And I was so looking forward to school reopening cos of orientation.
I somehow also feel the same old worries: Will I be able to fit in at JJC? Will I get used to life there quickly? blah blah blah.. 
Oh well, enough of grousing and grumbling. I think I'm pms-ing. something which never really happened to me. 
This is actually unrelated to my entry, but I realised that when you play songs on piano and listen to the song itself on the radio or your mp3, the song sounds nicer than if you just play the piano only. Somehow the song sounds more coordinated, more even. And the tendency to rush as you play is not as high as when you're playing it only on the piano.
It's tried and tested, and somehow it kind of works. I tried 搁浅, 藉口, 退後, 白色风车 and 东风破 in this manner, and it works. It sounds better than the previous times I played it. Maybe next time I should try other songs, especially jay's songs, to see if this technique works out.

I really like this picture, it's one of the rare times he smiles, and he looks really cute when he smiles! =)