Thursday, December 14, 2006
11:18 PM
PAE RESULTS.
MI Science.
drat, I had to put that because I couldn't put down JJC, wth! but I tried appealing in via CCA, which means that if the appeal is successful, my name wouldn't be listed down as a student of JJC. dammit. sometimes I wonder if I should have gone for the appeal, because it kind of puts me at a disadvantage.
But even if I don't get into JJC for 1st 3 months, at least I managed to get into sciences, so it's small consolation.
Hell. now I wish I hadn't appealed for JJC. I might as well go through 3 months in MI, and after all it's not as bad as I think. anyway, after the results are out, I still can always choose to go into another jc. I can always choose not to go to MI after my results are out, unless I don't do well in the o levels.
at least o levels were much more manageable than prelims, so it's something of a relief. but then again, does it determine how well you will do? will you do well enough to get into NJC? will you do well enough to go into JJC? that's where the big difference lies.
somehow, I wish that the appeal wouldn't come through. when I wrote out the reasons for appealing to jjc on the form, my reasons were crap. so somehow now I just got that strange burning desire for that call never to come, to let me realise that the appeal wasn't successful, so that I could continue in MI. anyway syahidah's in MI too, so at least I have a companion. on that count it's not so bad.