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Sunday, February 25, 2007 10:04 PM

stress. =(

friday 220207
school today was slack. left at 1.30 to meet my mum for appointment. got irritated and impatient cos of the very long queue at the clinic. and I could easily fall asleep. cos I wanted to go back for scdc dance prac. and I made it back at 6 plus.. and today is the day I'm dancing the guys' part. hahahaha. mike saw me at practice. haha. =) dinner was pizza! thanks to the seniors and the teachers who provided the pizzas for us! =D
nat messaged me, said that there's a party at christofle's palce, asked me to join her.. so I just did.. for awhile. cos I'm totally pooped.
saturday 230207

games trial! reached school around 9.20, got the wrapping paper and name frame from shiyun and shihui, andstarted wrapping chinchye's present.. before I could finish wrapping, meeting starts. -.-!!
gams trial itself was fun! but very wet and I felt really cold cos of the wind. showered after that, lunch was chicken rice. finally I managed to get chinchye's present done up. then passed it to him, along with the card the 3 of us made for him.. =)
mass dance practice after that, partnered zhenghan. omg his dancing is.. hahaha. but with me dancing with him, it's not as bad cos at least I can teach him.. pump it, she bangs rock. =)
but after that all of us shadows kena punishment cos of attendance problems.. mr chua scolded us.. =( and wu han cried. poor you. hope you're feeling better! =) doing alot of pushups, sit-ups and jumping jacks didn't help especially cos I was already feeling very tired after the mass dance..
after that scdc meeting at LT2.. couldn't stay long cos of family dinner. now it's my turn to be on the verge of tears cos of the tremendous stress and the great pressure..
jasmine, don't worry too much! SCDC will always be behind you! =D
zhenyu, it doesn't matter if you're no longer our 3rd IC, we still respect you as our IC and a very important part of SCDC! =D

family dinner after that, felt damn tired.. when everyone came to my place later, chatted for awhile with my cousins in my room.. then my mum came in.. and somehow I dozed off. probably the stress and exhaustion caught up with me. =\

sunday 240207

went to jason's house around 1, I was the first to reach. I thought that natalie would reach before me.. =\ then christofle and nicholas came, followed by nat. =D more hongbaos! alot of chatting today, had alot of fun.
I didn't know that nicholas is in JJ too, I never ever saw him around in school! christofle is a different issue, duh, haha. the rain came. couldn't go home cos no umbrella. so me thedric and christofle went to thedric's place to go hang out together.. =) great to catch up with nikos again after so long.. =D
just reached home, finished up 3rd draft, sent it to amira chinchye chunlai and tzelin. whew.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CHINCHYE! =D

now at least I can catch a slight breather. tml another round of deco to be done.

wuhan asked if I could play the piano during JJ night. can I do it? it's really a very short time to learn the pieces.. and I'm worried I won't be as good as zhongru. his style of playing is much better than mine. I'm worried I can't meet his standard, it's way higher than mine even though I have grade 7 in piano while he has grade 4. can I do it?

worries, worries, worries. there seem to be no end to it. =(

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