Monday, April 16, 2007
10:35 PM
tiredness.
for the 2nd time in 2007, I feel tired already and it's barely the start of the week. =(
somehow, I just feel that life seems to have little meaning and every day that you live is like you're being a robot. somehow. lectures are a bore, but I still have to sit through them. and the only lectures that I can handle and find quite interesting are chem and econs. GOD. where did my interest for nearly everything go?!
anyway. I have the same morning break as him! =) haha. civics was a bore, I actually dozed off. econs lecture was not so bad, at least I understood what was taught today. then chem tut was just revision for chem test.
this week is a mad rush week.
-180407: chem lecture test
-190407: GP pre-test
-200407: maths lecture test
-200407-210407: band camp
and I need to redo my PI, dammit. I missed out on csl camp last weekend cos of band. for now I don't even care about csl, I'd rather focus my energies on SYF and my studies. and to ensure that JJ gets at least a gold for SYF and to keep my studies on track.
so much for aiming for a silver lah. I really hate it when some people say that we must just try to maintain the silver medal.
WHERE'S THE DRIVE AND MOTIVATION TO GET THE BEST?!
seriously, I really can't stand it when people don't aim far, and only want to maintain that standard. it's damn bloody irritating.
what my friend told me:
AIMING FOR SILVER IS AS GOOD AS NOT AIMINGthat statement is so true lah. sometimes I wonder if I'm just to used to CMB culture, and now being in JJ band, I've gotten a slight culture shock, ot is it JJ band is just like that.
Not that I want to say bad things about JJ band.. but I really think that we should have the drive and motivation to achieve better standards.