Faith, Hope and Love. ♥

Thursday, May 31, 2007 6:26 PM

quiz time. =)

found this on celeste's blog. =)
10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
1.I've a great weakness for chocolates.
2.I like to try out new pieces on the xylophone these days, ever since I joined JJ band. =) even though they're really tough.
3.I'm quite picky about my mass dance partners. =x
4.Whenever I forget to bring my waterbottle to school, I'd usually buy a bottle of peach tea.
5.I'm nuts over jay chou. everyday, I must at least listen to his songs once.
6.I'm not fussed up if I have to spend a long day under the sun. cos I like being tanned and I can never be fair-skinned anyway cos I was born dark. =x
7.Whenever I'm bored I must do something. if not I'll end up stoning throughout.
8.When I'm stressed, the piano is a good remedy for me.
9.I hardly watch tv these days. and I used to be glued to the tv last year for hours at a time.
10.When I'm upset, I write my thoughts down in my diary. it helps take my mind off things.

9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
1.Smiling at me from the bottom of his heart.
2.Showing me care and concern at all times.
3.Listening to my woes and problems when I'm upset.
4.Holding my hand. =)
5.Knows what I like and hate.
6.Have a kind heart to everyone.
7.Always has something nice to say to everyone.
8.Gain my trust. =)
9.Be friendly to everyone he knows.

8 THINGS I WEAR EVERYDAY
1.underwear! DUH. HAHAHA xD
2.shirt
3.shorts(when I'm outside of school, or during PE)
4.skirt(during school hours, and sometimes when I'm outside)
5.adidas track shoes
6.ear studs
7.spectacles! haha
8.hairband

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
1.people who make a big mountain out of a molehill
2.smokers
3.people who like to complain alot. talk about irritation.
4.irritating people
5.arrogant people
6.people who have little self-confidence. how would you succeed this way?
7.two-timers

6 PLACCES I HAVE VISITED
today? =)
1.escape theme park
2.west mall
3.my cousin's house
4.home
5.home
6.home HAHAHAHA

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE...
1.get my deepest dreams fulfilled
2.be a really accomplished painist and percussionist
3.be able to look after my parents and give them their deserved best after what they've done for me
4.get married. LOL
5.have children. hahaha

4 THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1.cockroaches
2.horror movies
3.not being able to succeed in whatever you do
4.failure

3 THINGS I DO DAILY
1.breathe
2.eat
3.drink
ok, that's really kind of lame. lol

2 THINGS THAT I'M TRYING TO ACHIEVE RIGHT NOW
1.get good grades!
2.pass my grade 8 piano practical!

1 THING I'M TRYING TO CHANGE
1.my deepest feelings for someone who is already out of my reach. =(

6:19 PM

rah.

it's kind of boring these days. somehow alot of things don't hold my interest for long. but i'm looking forward to next week. with band on monday and wednesdays, my first maths tuition starting on tues, and most importantly, 07s27 chalet!! =D but I'm going for the 2nd day only.. and there's a possible movie outing with weizhi next week. pirates! everyone keeps saying the movie is good, yet I haven't watched it yet. =x soon.
and I just realised I've fallen in love with ross roy. and I didn't really like it in sec sch, when I first got hold of the recording in sec 3.. but now when I've played it once, I realised that it's a very nice piece, and it's quite easy once you're more familiar witht the parts. now I'm listening to it. =)

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 11:31 AM

photos. =)

me with steffi's HUGE birthday teddy bear. with shermin peeking behind haha

look what yongcheng and mahmudah are doing to her bear. kissing! xD

her teddy bear is loved by me. =D

s34 moments. hahaha

guys in the process of daidee-ing.

me jiaxin sijie and steffi at cine on steffi's birthday =)

us again! =)

10:49 AM

nothing to say.

blog-hopping a moment ago. and seeing some of the 26th sc ppl's blogs, I somehow really regretted not running for council. council is really so much fun, and I can imagine just how much fun I would miss out. sometimes I have mixed feelings about not joining council.

I'm in a weird mood these days. somehow or other. I stayed up til past 1am yesterday, doing my chem tutorial. and I had no mood to finish up the tutorial so I ended up reading the whole novel that I just borrowed from the library yesterday after band. and I penned down my deepest thoughts in my journal. rah. I can't stand it, my life seems to be draining away from me.

band yesterday was.. ok? =x sectionals in the morning was super super slack, with only 4 brasses. omg we really are in great need of brass players. and they ended up jamming in the percussion section. HAHAHA perc needs ppl too actually. only me and carine in the section isn't enough. we need like at least 4 ppl. neni cheryl desiree and weizhi all crashed perc territory and had fun playing, asking me to teach them how to play and all. hahahaha. then weizhi and me tried playing lord of the dance, christofle tried to accompany on drumset. lol. and I can't go as fast as joel can do. that crazy guy. didn't get far with full band, cos alot of ppl had to leave early. so it became individuals. and me cass christofle and another sax guy tried to play persis overture. can die. I played the snare part, it was seriously confusing and I was mentally thinking about the running notes on the mallets score. imagine. I have problems sight-reading that piece. it's killer. band ex-co meeting after that, planned alot of things to be done..

jamming lord of the dance with christofle, joel, jamie and victor last week was great fun, but joel went at his own tempo instead of following christofle's tempo.
-__-!!!! and I was at omg stage, I totally couldn't play at joel's tempo, and also since my left wrist isn't very strong cos I'm right-handed.
it's been a boring day these days.

Sunday, May 27, 2007 9:47 PM

council investiture photos! =)

council investiture photos! =) somehow when I saw the investiture, I really regretted not running for council when I had the chance.. ='(

me and celeste during maths tutorial. =)

me and xinyi =)

NOOBLET AMANDA! xD vice-pres admin! =D

me and chinchye

me and tommy. high 24/7, siao, insane, crazy and hyper OGL. =D

me and yufeng. owens captain! =) I had to tiptoe, he had to bend down slightly. =\

me and chendi

me and emma =)

natalie and me. =) tuition friends! =D

me and amira =) scdc-ians always! =)

me and michelle. =)

me and christina =)

tommy and me 'attempting' to punch one another. with someone sticking up bunny ears behind me =x

president sarah and me! =)

juenkeat and me. fellow ex-css!

pearlyn and me. =) the siren of all time and one of the most enthu gamers ever! =)

elwin looks totally stunned out. hahaha. he's vice-pres operations. =)

caught eating and drinking in the process!

me and clara

david and me. ex-bikila captain! =)

ziliang had to compromise abit. =x

me and bryan =)

group photo! =) abbie nat pengtiong pearlyn and me. =)

now with gerald, nooblet amanda, shiyun and xinyi =)

me xinyi and junhao =)

junhao and me

miss kim and me =)

miss kim junhao shiyun me and zhenyu. junhao looks funny sticking his tongue out haha =)

alex decided to be violent, I decided to act cool.

rono captain bingqi and me =) aka pinky, aka ayumi as well. hahaha

kaiting and me. this girl always says that I bully celeste which of course isn't the case -.-
and for once I'm compromising. =x

sweet shiyun! <3

evan and me. bannister captain! =)

me and pengtiong =) same chinese class for 2 years at commonwealth! =D

this mass group shot is the epitome of spasticism. =D it started with a small group. then ppl started calling others to join in. and this is what happened. HAHAHA

that's all for council photos. =D

Labels: 27th students' council investiture

12:21 PM

unusual feelings.

I realise that somehow or other, I have developed a kind of resistance to some guys I know. it's probably because of the extremely deep hurt I suffered recently with a special someone.. and the terrific blow to my heart didn't do me any good either, I got really sick as a result, I cried until it seemed like I had no tears left.

this is what my friend asked me recently..
friend: how would you react if ***** says that he likes you?
me: omg. I'll freak out and.. reject him on the spot?

cos for me I just feel that way. he might be a nice guy and all, but he just isn't my kind at all. not to say that he's bad and all that. but really, if a guy is nice to you but he just isn't your type of guy, there's really no point going into a relationship. both parties would only get hurt in the process.
it's really a weird feeling that's been in me for quite awhile, and I only just realised this recently when I subconsciously realised that I had this feeling about some guys. and it's not that they aren't bad or what. it's if they ever say that they have feelings for me, I would seriously freak out. and I mean seriously freak out.

is it just me having high expectations? my friends say that my criteria is quite basic.. good looking, at least must be taller than me, kind-hearted, sweet, easy-going, smart, friendly, understanding. no doubt there are better guys out there, but the feeling of not being accepted by someone you like is really, really sad and nothing you say helps at this point in time. words might be comforting in text, but it's your heart that bears the terrible burden of heartache and the tears just seem to flow unchecked at this point in time.

10:41 AM

yay. =)

finally hols are here! =D but it's not exactly a holiday in alot of ways. all the lectures and tutorial remedials scattered throughout the holidays. -.- can't they like compress it all within the first week or something. so much better. ruins all my plans to go out and study with sarah, resting and catching up on much-needed sleep.

council investiture photos uploaded in my com already! =) but no time to upload into friendster, blogger and my photo album. judging by the amount of tutorials I have to clear up, it'll be awhile before I can sit in front of the com for a good long while to upload them all. and it's 40++ pictures. which explains why my handphone is abit lag and why my memory card ran out of space. resulting in me having to delete songs to make space for the photos.

went out yesterday to celebrate steffi's birthday! =) me her sijie and jiaxin went to cine to eat, have fun, take more photos and basically just walk around. rah. aching feet. =\ I'm so not cut out for long hours of shopping. =x

photos will come in later. =) and some with s34 ppl also. =)

Friday, May 25, 2007 12:16 PM

relief.

finally horror test week is over!!! =D
but the chance is that I'm going to flunk maths. big time. damn.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON! =D and finally hols are coming. but alot of work to do and a ton of revision to do. -.-
council investiture yesterday was very nice, I watched from backstage and when every j1 councillor's name was mentioned, you could hear tommy screaming. omg. talk about high and hyper. HAHAHAHA.
took alot of pictures after the investiture with the j1 and j2 councillors, but not loaded in the computer yet. and my memory card ran out of space! I had to delete a song as a result to make space. oh well. celebrating steffi's birthday tml! =D

anyone has the recording for spirited away??? I want it but no one seems to have it. and I'm not inclined to go download it.

pictures for council investiture coming up soon. =)

Thursday, May 24, 2007 2:19 PM

relief.

horror week nearly over. and hols are coming! =D
this week's really draining me out, with so many tests and alot of things to worry about. -.-
~~-chem calculations retest~~
~~-physics kinematics test~~
~~-GP TCA~~
~~-chem SPA~~
-GP content test
-maths graphing techniques test

I just simply hate tests. but I can't afford to fail anymore. and all my fails are like S grades. damn pissing. it's time to catch up on alot of work this hols.
band: I'm in welfare! =) I didn't run for welfare but somehow or other I got it. I ran for vice-president and treasurer but didn't get it. oh well. I'm in the band ex-co, at least I can smile. =) I'm taking over alextoot. LOL xD with mariana and boonkheng.
jiamin's vice-pres, cass is pres. =D at least they'd be good enough. if I were vice-pres, I don't think I can do as good a job as christofle did. cos I have the tendency to break down and stammer when I'm stressed out or nervous.
and my napfa didn't go as well as I expected. damn pull-ups. have to re-take that when school reopens. what a drag. and what's worse is that I passed everything and might be on my way to a silver if not for my pull-ups. dammit. my 2.4 wasn't good either, cos I ran when I was still having a bad cough. and I got scolded by my father as a result for that. 0_o

everything aside. now I'm blogging this from school. have student council investiture later. =D can't wait to see the 27th council step up. =D

Labels: band, band ex-co, tests, welfare

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 8:27 AM

damn.

this last week of term 2 leading up to the june hols are NOT relaxing at all. considering the number of tests I have. omg.
~~-chemistry calculations re-test[210507]~~
-physics kinematics[220507]
-GP TCA[230507]
-chemistry SPA[240507]
-GP content test[250507]
-maths graphing techniques test[250507]

damn. 2 tests in 1 day on friday. I feel like knocking my head on the wall for physics and maths. damn that I couldn't give up physics in jc, even though I really, really hate the subject and I even flunked it at 'O's. 0_o

anyway, finally I'm no longer sleeping in lessons, my god-be-damned cough is finally gone. thanks be for that man, I can imagine how much I missed out, even though it might be insignificant or some people. 0_0
for once I paid attention in the lectures yesterday and for the tutorials too, with the exception of econs tut, where I was penning down my innermost thoughts in my diary.

somehow I find it very hard to let go, maybe it's just me telling myself that I should hold on. some tell me that I should wait, others tell me that it's no point waiting and that I should give up. I don't know what to do, but even though my heart's healing itself slowly but surely, but whenever I think about it sometimes, I just feel really depressed and I feel like just hiding in a corner to cry my heart out. maybe there's someone better out there, but it's really hard to let go once you find someone whom you view with a different opinion, compared to other people.

oh well. can't wait for hols to come. at least I can catch up on some much-needed sleep, have some fun.. 07s27 chalet! =D

Saturday, May 19, 2007 10:53 PM

sports day! =)

sports day yesterday. hahaha. lessons until 11 and I only went for physics lecture and gp tutorial. phys lecture was whisper crap session with shermin dear. =) and gp tut was just basically note-taking. that's probably the only reason why I don't sleep in gp tuts. this whole week I'm dozing off in tutorials which is the first time happening to me.
and we ponned maths. 1 whole bunch of us- me, sijie, jiaxin, steffi, yongcheng, zhishen, dixon and celeste went to hide in LL room and we started to have fun talking crap, playing. haha. and fire drill came in. no one seemed to take the fire drill seriously. and after that we just had some rehearsal for sports meet and had a long long break until 2pm. when me, mahmudah, sijie, jiaxin, steffi, suhui, marilyn, chayee, dixon, yongcheng, zhishen and jerome went to hide at the 3rd floor stairway to continue bridging and daidee-ing. hahahaha.

celeste sijie me and mahmudah cam-whoring during fire drill. haha

we cheered during sports meet. it brings back alot of memories from orientation somehow or other. especially those times when we were in shadows and doing all the behind-the-scenes stuff for 02.
me and mahmudah got the honour of holding the rono flags and waving them! from zhongru and amira! =) and we screamed for yongcheng and zhishen after that cos they took part in the meet. and oh boy they ran fast. we cheered for christofle too for the 4x100 relay. he ran like the wind, it was amazing. even though he didn't pass by us, I could see him from where I was standing cos of the rono shirt. and it was wow.

zilian mode! even though my expression looks abit weird.

me and sijie. =D

yongcheng sijie me steffi. =)

overall the sports meet was quite disappointing for rono.
1st-bikila
2nd-bannister
3rd-owens
4th-rono

somehow I expected this. bikila is so enthu in everything, their chances of overall champion was really great. and look what the results show. bikila and bannister really own man. =) for cheering and the events itself.

went out for dinner at jp with zhishen, jiaxin, marilyn, chayee and steffi after that, had fun crapping. and we re-discovered our childhoods at toysrus. hahaha.
feel so united with 07s34, more than ever. =D

Labels: 07s34, sports meet

Thursday, May 17, 2007 2:53 PM

tired.

somehow it seems like this week, I'm dozing off often in lectures and tutorials. probably it's because I'm still sick and still on medication. yucky medication. it makes me feel really sick every time and it tastes disgusting. and worst of all, it makes me sleepy all the time. and I can't even do my work properly as a result.
in the past I never dozed off during tutorials, but this week I actually dozed off during physics. and it's like so obvious. and it's so embarrassing, even though mr low never said anything to me.
this week is relatively slack, only 1 test. but next week is hell. chem re-test on calculations, 2 GP tests, 1 maths lecture test and chem SPA. OMG.
at least after that it's hols. but still have to study.

sometimes I feel that jc life is like a real monotony. it's like a cycle, you find yourself doing the same things again and again, day after day, week after week. what can we do, except grumble to yourself and get trapped in this vicious cycle. sadly.

Sunday, May 13, 2007 7:14 PM

sick.

I had my napfa on tues. only 4 stations cleared so far. thankfully, no E grade.
standing broad jump: 161cm [D]
sit-ups: 34 [A]
shuttle run: 11.9s [D]
sit-and-reach: 48cm [A]

only left with pull-ups and 2.4 run. and pull-ups would very likely be the one that declares my doom. damn pull-ups. hope my body's up for it by then cos I'm still down with a cough. and thanks be that the fever is gone. 39.7 degrees on thurs is no joke. I nearly couldn't go for syf. imagine the horror of it.

silver for us. =) not too bad actually but I seriously think we could have done much better. oh well. may the next batch do even better! =D

went out for breakfast with my family, somehow or other I met christofle and family out at the hawker centre near jps, when I wasn't expecting it at all. omg haha. and I must still have been half-dead mode, cos I wasn't feeling very well. so much for being bubbly and enthu at all times. when you're sick, nothing helps and you'd feel very lousy all the time. although he said that I looked better today compared to friday, when I was really nearly dead.
thursday was really the pits, when the fever came in.

Saturday, May 12, 2007 7:05 PM

JJCSB SYF'07--SILVER

silver for us. =) not too bad, at least we maintained our silver. =)
snapped alot of pictures yesterday, my handphone battery nearly died. and we went to bali thai at imm yesterday to eat. mr chu's treat. =D
and I saw alot of ppl yesterday. =) grace, liwen, tommy, shitien, jiahua, liying, gina, aidil, minli, and kds. HAHAHA

so I'll let the pictures do the talking. =)