Tuesday, May 22, 2007
8:27 AM
damn.
this last week of term 2 leading up to the june hols are
NOT relaxing at all. considering the number of tests I have. omg.
-chemistry calculations re-test[210507]-physics kinematics[220507]
-GP TCA[230507]
-chemistry SPA[240507]
-GP content test[250507]
-maths graphing techniques test[250507]
damn. 2 tests in 1 day on friday. I feel like knocking my head on the wall for physics and maths. damn that I couldn't give up physics in jc, even though I really, really hate the subject and I even flunked it at 'O's. 0_o
anyway, finally I'm no longer sleeping in lessons, my god-be-damned cough is finally gone. thanks be for that man, I can imagine how much I missed out, even though it might be insignificant or some people. 0_0
for once I paid attention in the lectures yesterday and for the tutorials too, with the exception of econs tut, where I was penning down my innermost thoughts in my diary.
somehow I find it very hard to let go, maybe it's just me telling myself that I should hold on. some tell me that I should wait, others tell me that it's no point waiting and that I should give up. I don't know what to do, but even though my heart's healing itself slowly but surely, but whenever I think about it sometimes, I just feel really depressed and I feel like just hiding in a corner to cry my heart out. maybe there's someone better out there, but it's really hard to let go once you find someone whom you view with a different opinion, compared to other people.
oh well. can't wait for hols to come. at least I can catch up on some much-needed sleep, have some fun.. 07s27 chalet! =D