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Saturday, October 13, 2007 10:29 PM

random thoughts

last day of school for the J2s. how fast time flies! within 2 weeks time it's the actual A levels already. imagine, next year, it's my turn. oh my.

and I miss the chance to take a pic with tommy! rah. but ohwells, I might see him in school studying. so does it matter? =)

my promo results are crap. anyway, alot of ppl are in danger zone. I just hope that I don't get retained, and that no one I know gets it as well.

getting back GP results is only 1 word. TORTURE.
I kept thinking I was going to fail whenever I saw both papers 1 and 2 cos there were a number of crosses here and there. and when the mark is shown, it's a pass. -.-so much for getting worried that I'd fail. =.= it was as though I worried for nothing.
I did disappearing act from gp tut without really realising it. cos I went to the girls' room, then as I was walking back I passed the staff room and i saw zhenghan. so we just chatted outside the staff room and I lost track of time. and gp tut ended early. and mdm azah saw me. oops. but at least I have never done disppearing act during JAE. PAE was lesson ponning LOL.

on to serious issues now. when I think back, there's someone I find hard to tolerate. let's call this person A.(for your info, that doesn't represent the first letter of that person's name. it's just a random representation.)
A's slow motion habits irritate me alot. the way A behaves sometimes gets to me. extreme mood swings could be the right words used to describe it. the way A treats some ppl, I can't stand it.

maybe it's me having a naturally impatient mindset, but if you're rushing for time, you wouldn't want to be kept waiting. having moments that make you high is common. but if the timing isn't right, then it's important to keep a serious demeanour or you'd be laughed at. maybe the way I view people sometimes is just abit too critical.

so maybe I should just forget about it and treat it as though this person doesn't exist. I'm past caring for a lot of things nowadays. I get moody easily and I always feel restless. I get irritable easily and if someone says something that irritates me, I can fly off the handle and start blasting at that person. and this remark is coming from a person who hardly loses her temper in front of friends and family. this might probably mean one thing. I'm too stressed. then again, I ask myself, what am I stressed out for? even I myself can't answer that question.

I guess I should just chill out a bit.

camwhore alert!

seriously, I'm really glad that there are people in jj whom I can confide my troubles to.
thanks lots to shihui, tommy, christofle, and especially nicholas who listened to my whining and worrying about promotion chances, and offering me their encouragement and and their listening ears! =D

shihui's lucky charm. =D thanks for lending it to me! =D it cheered me up and made me feel much better.