Friday, January 11, 2008
11:24 PM
thoughts.
it's a week after crazy orientation and I kind of miss it. but then again, I really enjoy hanging around with og19 ppl! =D especially to some of you guys, you're really great to talk to. =)
what I want to rant about now doesn't really concern alot of people, it's just basically me venting off some frustration that I've carried with me for quite some time.
I'm tired of bearing bullshit already. I'm sick of someone giving me the hot&cold treatment. I'm fed up with giving my opinion about something that people say and having them laugh at me, as though I'm a damn fool or something.
I just feel that some people are just so DAMN childish. maybe it's just me, cos when most people laugh at some things, I don't laugh cos I just can't see the humour in it, or I think that it's just plain stupid.
I feel so out of place being stuck with people who have very little in common with me. not that I mind it, because opposites attract, after all. but then again, I can't stand almost total silence. I'm much more comfortable being in my own skin, being with people whom I'm close to and more importantly, be able to chat with them very easily.
thanks junjie(og19) for listening to me whine about my problems and frustrations, and for keeping me awake during certain boring lessons in school by sms. =) thanks to garrick for the same reason too. =) it's been really great knowing you guys.

thanks og19 for the memories. =)
talking about today, it's been filled with amazing coincidences.
I was helping out to usher the j1 leader applicants to their interview venues this afternoon, along with mayching, shihui, chinkhang and zheyuan. and I'm quite glad to see a number of commonwealth people apply for it. =)
there was 1 particular group that I ushered, and there was a commonwealth girl there. we were chatting together and 1 guy from shuqun said my name. I was quite surprised that he knew my name cos I didn't remember seeing him during 01. and it turns out that he's howsun. I knew him when I was in sec 2, during a performance when commonwealth and shuqun band combined together for a performance on new year's eve, counting down to year 2005. it's been at least 3 years, and I had kind of forgotten about it too. and it's amazing that he still remembered me, after so many years. =D
Labels: coinicidences, og19, thanks, whining