Faith, Hope and Love. ♥

Saturday, May 24, 2008 10:05 AM

残废-吴克群
爱里行动不便
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显
你说你要的世界
在很远我不了解
分手就分手
别把话说得太美
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍
爱里行动不便
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显
你说你要的世界
在很远我不了解
分手就分手
别把话说得太美
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍
我像个残废
在爱里残废

I know I've been posting up somewhat emo song lyrics these days, and there are 2 reasons why I'm doing it. one, because I really like the song and it's nice. two, I've been feeling tired, stressed and abit emo the past few days.

I feel almost powerless these days, there are so many things that I want to say out but it's hard to find the really perfect person to confide it, either because they wouldn't understand how I feel, or they would probably blab it to the whole wide world to know. and that's part of the reason why I keep myself at an arm's length distance from some people, and don't let them know what I'm really think. it's an incredibly upsetting feeling, and there are only so few people whom I can actually confide in.

maths lect test and gp common test. I'd be happy if I get through my gp, I wasn't entirely sure if I managed to answer to the question in paper 1. and paper 2, once again AQ was omg. knew what to write, no time to write a proper conclusion. -.-

wednesday was career and scholarship fair. the NTU talk was good, the NUS talk was.. I don't know what to say. the speaker was an ex-jjcian and he didn't give much info on the courses available -.- the exhibition was more exciting
as we actually could know more about the courses we were considering. and I realised that counselling, psychology, and sociology are 3 totally different things even though they are under social sciences. =o and the laselle option was wow as well, since if I do go into laselle, I want to go into music. but they require grade 6 practical and grade 6 theory if I'm not wrong, then you can go up to the first level of honours instead of starting at foundation level. though if I do get there I have to start at foundation level because I have grade 8 practical BUT grade 5 theory. =(

I seriously don't know what to consider, I want to go into social sciences, whether it's NUS FASS or NTU HSS. but music is good in the sense, after all I've been learning piano for 12 years already. but it's both tempting in so many ways. =\

and lately I feel so run-down, no thanks to sleeping at 12am+ almost everyday. it's hard on the mental state. really.

hung around at the hall after gp common test cos there's westzone line camp going on today. initially I was considering going for line night, but since I'm already meeting tab for dinner, so I decided to give it a miss. anyway there would probably other camps coming up as well, considering that jj has so many camps every year.
and I talked to benny, one of the j1 juniors I know who's an F4 camper for 01 this year. and he was really funny when I told him that he looks like one of my commonwealth juniors, namely padey. lol.

me: you know, you really look like one of my juniors in commonwealth.
benny: who's he?
me: you don't know him lah. my school one mah.
benny: who's better looking? haha
me: erm.. o.O I don't know lah. about the same I think.
benny: the model answer should be me. LOL.

LOL I couldn't stop laughing at that. ok, the conversation didn't exactly go that way, as my memory sucks. but get the general picture? =D

talking to tab really is a relief and a comfort for me, she's one of the very few people whom I can really confide in, and I felt much better after talking to her.

I feel like I'm drowning in schoolwork, revision, extreme stress, frustration and loneliness these days.
it's amazing how you can feel lonely even with people around you. seriously.

sometimes I can't help but glance at someone in between lessons.

yeah and june hols are finally here! it's time to catch up on very much-needed sleep and more revision, common tests after june hols end. =\