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Saturday, July 26, 2008 9:47 AM

inching closer and closer.

it's getting ever closer to prelims already. yet I have mixed feelings, like on one hand I feel ready, on the other I don't feel ready at all. it's such a conflicting feeling.

so now I'm here to clear off some dust off my blog! =)

monday was nothing really much, just normal lessons as usual.

tuesday was my last tuition session with nandita, my tutor. she's my cousin's ex-classmate in rj and she's really a good maths tutor. I got back my confidence for maths after she guided me along, and I used to hate maths so much last time. she's already flown off to the states for uni studies. god bless you and may you have a wonderful time in US! =D

wednesday was a rather slack-off day, even though chem required alot of writing for horrible nitrogen compounds chapter. god i so hate that chapter because I don't have bio background and it makes understanding more complicated. T.T studied with mayching after school, and getting stressed over killer econs mock prelim. but she is great company indeed, one of the few ppl in school who never fails to make my day and a great study buddy as well. =D went running with her around 5plus and we tried running 2.4km. our timing sucks like shit.

thursday was econs mock prelim, needless to say GP tutorial was spent on mugging econs again, while valiantly trying NOT to fall asleep. just as well cos mdm azah wasn't in school that day. half my day and all my breaks were spent on reading killer econs, it didn't help that my brain felt extremely saturated with econs info, extremely heavy and extremely tired. tired to the extent that my mental thinking power slowed down considerably.
lucky econs mock wasn't as bad as I expected. was happy the moment I saw market structure and elasticity of demand, cos I have abit more confidence for these 2 micro chapters. but seriously, 26 econs chapters crammed in a week is very tiring. and what I read always seems to be forgotten after a while. =(
doesn't help that chem paper 2 and econs paper 2(essays) are on the same day for BOTH prelims and 'A's. OMG. =(

friday was a snore. maths was going through regression. while mr sia was halfway through going through the chapter I already started doing the revision exercise behind. helps to keep writing because at least you won't fall asleep during lessons. phys was doing data-analysis. chem was organic chem again. boring thing. econs was a total snore. I kept nodding off during tutorial, and I nearly fell flat on my table as well. so what I resorted to was sms-ing and playing my handphone games to keep myself from falling asleep. what's more it was so cold as well. didn't help that it was raining the entire day and thus the air-cons blasted freezing air. shivered like crazy during chem tut, marginally less so for econs. T.T
didn't go for maths US either, felt too tired and sick. stupid cold and blocked nose. it makes studying a misery. =(

anyway, de-stress tactic! =D going to meet shihui for lunch at sakura later. =D can't wait to enjoy. =)

my mood for the day-emo.