Tuesday, March 24, 2009
1:42 AM
frustration.
 
work nearly drove me up the wall for the past 3 days. and right now I'm really exhausted, but I don't want to sleep. it's hard to figure out why I'm like that nowadays, no wonder my sleeping hours are really screwed up.
only keeping myself busy and chatting with some of the colleagues help keep me afloat.
and I got to know yeeliang, one of the temp staff at starhub, the kind who gets transferred here and there depending on management(if I'm not wrong).
he's really nice, we could chat and chat for ages during work whenever there were free times. =D
I guess, even though I like the job, there'll be a time when you hate the job because of the added stress and burdens.
It's so incredibly frustrating, and upsetting that this person is so insensitive, making me feel wtf and even more annoyed because I was so tired today and irritated with having to listen to computer-automated voices telling me to hold on when I need codes urgently.
and I had to call for codes twice today.
each call took about 20 minutes! -.- very infuriating indeed.
sidenote(not relevant to my whining)-
I don't know where I stand, and whether you know how I feel.I guess most people wouldn't know what I'm talking about above but really, it's one thing that's been on my mind continually. but this is the only way I can just vent out my feelings without letting others know what I'm really thinking.
so if you really want to know, ask me personally.
It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance It's the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live