Saturday, March 06, 2010
7:23 PM
:'(
 
I'm still really very upset in the aftermath of results release. :'(
I cried until my heart was about to break, I totally lost control once I saw my slip.
It really hurts to give up on your dreams, it hurts worse when I see my loved ones sharing my grief.
I'd rather be the one to comfort people than be the one being comforted.
And now, I know my choices are extremely limited. But that doesn't mean I can't enter at all.
Til now, I really can't control my tears.
I was praying so hard for the results, I worked so hard and did my best, yet once again I was greatly disappointed.
Why did this have to happen? Does it mean that the higher your hopes and expectations, the greater the fall will be? :'(
Thankyou Sabby, for rushing down to my place upon hearing my hysterical tears over the phone, and for helping me with my essay for NTU. Thankyou Tabs, for the hugs, the macs breakfast this morning, the bubble tea treat, basically everything. Thankyou Liyana, bestie Pearl, Cherie, Si Jie for the comforting SMSes. Thankyou, Daddy and Mummy for giving me your fullest support and consoling me, even though I know that you're crying in your hearts as well.
I'd really rather not cry, but the tears still flow uncontrolled.