Monday, May 03, 2010
5:02 PM
Big hug, please?
Not working today feels very strange.
I'm so used to seeing the kids, what the routine's like, that asking me not to come in for a few weeks just seems very off.
Now, I keep wondering to myself what they're doing now, who's in class today, who's feeling happy, sad, etc.
I miss hugging them, running my hand through their hair, giving them that occasional little pat on their head. Indeed, I promised them that whenever I can, I'd walk past the kindergarten to say hi to them.
Right now, I think I could really do with a big hug, and for someone to tell me that everything's going to turn out positively for me. :/
With my work, I love giving hugs to the kids, and seeing that little smile on their faces. It's really heartwarming, but sometimes I really feel that I've been giving too many hugs, to the extent that there's too little left for myself.
Yes, I do love, but I also want to be loved.