Sunday, April 29, 2007
11:03 PM
stress.
jc life seems so sian to me sometimes, what with lectures, tutorials, band pracs.. it's like clockwork. and not to mention that lectures are super boring and very easy to doze off in.
and tests are coming in by the swamp. I had better be the half in 07s34 who passes chem. or I'll really cry. at least a B please. my maths is oh god. 7/15. dammit only half a mark! and it means I have to go for retest. =( econs lecture test on next mon, syf week some more. phys test.. duno how it went. sad case.
I miss commonwealth alot now when I think back about the good times. the blue uniform, the old campus on the hill, the band room(aka bomb shelter actually).. alot of things. the new campus is nice.. but I feel as though it lacks something.. the fond memories we had last time were in the old campus. the new campus seems too much like a.. well, school.
and I miss first 3 months period too. 07s27, love fiesta scdc planning com, 02 scdc shadows.. alot of things.
Labels: 07S27, 07s34, scdc, stress, tiredness, worry
Friday, April 27, 2007
12:23 PM
frustration.
blogging this from school now, cos it's my break.
feeling tired and pissed, the principal kept talking today about utterly redundant stuff. if you'd looked around, everyone is either talking or stoning.
she won't talk to me today, for some reason. makes me feel upset. ='( I'll just back off for now.
oh well. I feel as though nothing in life is interesting for now, everything seems to be operating machinery. I so wish that I could go back to the times that we had during first 3 months, it was so much fun, with 07s27, love fiesta scdc planning com, 02 scdc shadows. However time will never ever stand still, sadly.
in the past, I found that I could not confide in people so easily, but now, I feel as though I've found the missing piece in me. at least I feel more comforted now.
I feel as though my life is being drained away gradually, that feeling really isn't good. I know that I could have ponned school easily, but I don't want to do that, cos I wouldn't be able to see my friends otherwise.
Labels: frustration, tiredness