Sunday, April 29, 2007
11:03 PM
stress.
jc life seems so sian to me sometimes, what with lectures, tutorials, band pracs.. it's like clockwork. and not to mention that lectures are super boring and very easy to doze off in.
and tests are coming in by the swamp. I had better be the half in 07s34 who passes chem. or I'll really cry. at least a B please. my maths is oh god. 7/15. dammit only half a mark! and it means I have to go for retest. =( econs lecture test on next mon, syf week some more. phys test.. duno how it went. sad case.
I miss commonwealth alot now when I think back about the good times. the blue uniform, the old campus on the hill, the band room(aka bomb shelter actually).. alot of things. the new campus is nice.. but I feel as though it lacks something.. the fond memories we had last time were in the old campus. the new campus seems too much like a.. well, school.
and I miss first 3 months period too. 07s27, love fiesta scdc planning com, 02 scdc shadows.. alot of things.
Labels: 07S27, 07s34, scdc, stress, tiredness, worry
1:30 AM
tired!
ok. for the second time in a row I stayed out until super late. =\
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went out with s34 ppl-sijie, jiaxin, jerome, zhishen and dixon to vivo for dinner. had fun crapping for hours there. sijie's father sent me and dixon home yesterday cos it was super late already and I had band the following day. nearly half-dead. haha.
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band in the morning was slack for percussion. me and cyn went out of the band room cos it was freezing cold inside and ended up talking crap. at least full band in the afternoon was quite conducive. =)
went for late lunch at jec ljs with jiamin huayning christofle zaewe and mike. and oh boy we crapped alot. haha. when the guys were buying their food they left their handphones with us. and me jiamin and huayning started playing with chris's handphone and taking pics of ourselves with his phone haha. damn funny lah. jiamin kept calling chris tofu. LMAO. everytime I heard her call him that, I would just laugh non-stop. it really sounds very silly. haha.
now I'm blogging from my cousin's house, I'm nearly dead cos of the severe lack of sleep.
Friday, April 27, 2007
12:23 PM
frustration.
blogging this from school now, cos it's my break.
feeling tired and pissed, the principal kept talking today about utterly redundant stuff. if you'd looked around, everyone is either talking or stoning.
she won't talk to me today, for some reason. makes me feel upset. ='( I'll just back off for now.
oh well. I feel as though nothing in life is interesting for now, everything seems to be operating machinery. I so wish that I could go back to the times that we had during first 3 months, it was so much fun, with 07s27, love fiesta scdc planning com, 02 scdc shadows. However time will never ever stand still, sadly.
in the past, I found that I could not confide in people so easily, but now, I feel as though I've found the missing piece in me. at least I feel more comforted now.
I feel as though my life is being drained away gradually, that feeling really isn't good. I know that I could have ponned school easily, but I don't want to do that, cos I wouldn't be able to see my friends otherwise.
Labels: frustration, tiredness
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
11:33 PM
stress day.
omg. just finished my PI. and it getting rejected twice. wah. damn sad lah. had to waste 2 nights to get it done. and last minute work's a common phenomenon is 07s34. =\
band today was ok.. except mr tay made some comments and gave some kind of weird example. and I was like -.- partly cos I was very tired today and was not in the mood for such stuff. and horror of horrors. I actually dozed off during chem lecture. and that's the second time this has happened. and thus I think I missed out some stuff in my notes. shucks. have to borrow someone's notes to copy already. =x and I can't doze off in lectures anymore. so much for the J2s telling me 'it's ok to sleep during lectures, just don't do it when you're in J2'
it's like, hello? you can't sleep in lectures anyway, you'd miss out alot of stuff. I don't dare to fall asleep, even though the lecture is very boring to the extent that you just want to curl up and die.
I saw him today when I came out of the library after rushing to email my PI to mr sia. and I swear, my ears suddenly seemed to feel very, very hot. omg.
damn pw. and hell lot of tests coming in.
jjcsb performing in school next wed! =D but timing isn't confirmed yet though. haha.
Labels: 07s34, band, him', percussion, PI, tests
Sunday, April 22, 2007
4:35 PM
band camp 2! =)
maths test was a disaster. I'm prepared for retest already.
band camp was.. ok? haha at least we had fun and I got my parts right once and for all. but I'm not enough, it needs the whole band to get their parts right and be able to play well that's more important.
quite fun lah overall.
yesterday was idiotic. cheexuan made up a really disgusting concoction at dinner consisting of BBQ sauce, coleslaw, lychee juice, chilli sauce and other yucky stuff. and we played zong ji mi ma. the one who guesses the number on the dot drinks that yuck stuff.
some of the yuck stuff she made. and it stinks too.
mike got it. and he had to drink it up. ew.
poor christofle got it 3 times. and he had to drink it. me jiamin and mike wanted to help him but he refused. =\
cheexuan. =) we crapped and talked about lots of stuff during the night and we slept super late that night. say 4am? haha..
cassandra and me =)
calister =D
vice president christofle! =D feel so honoured to have a photo with him HAHAHA!
mahmudah! fellow band members from 07s34. =D
dear jamie. =D fellow percussionists. =)
this batch of photos were from my handphone camera. more pics were taken with calister's camera. =) gonna get them from her soon. =D
Labels: band camp, HIM`, laughs, sucky maths test
Thursday, April 19, 2007
11:57 PM
stress!
today is HELL of an exhausting day. i'm really tired, yet I can't go and sleep yet cos I need to get my PI done. damn.
chem prac today was ok, got confused with my answers, turned out that I was super careless. =\
and civics was copy homework session. I forgot to complete chem tut 4 and had to borrow steffi's tut to get it done. geez. maths tut. oh well.. sian period. tml maths test! wah. I don't want to flunk that. and I mugged out in school today during csc session which I ponned again..
MC borrowed my lab goggles and he hasn't returned them to me yet! rah. and his class has no chem prac today! damn. better get it back from him soon. haha. if not next thurs I'm dead.
I know my PW group already! =D
Group 2:
-Nisa
-Steffi
-Me
-Yong Cheng
-Zhi Hong
thanks be that I got decent group members. if I got some other people. oh well. I'd scream.
I feel so stressed and confused, I've considered quitting csl cos I don't think I can handle too many things on my plate, and also I missed out on csl camp because SYF is first priority now. I can't worry about other events now besides my studies and SYF. haiz.
I don't even know if I should quit, if I quit, I might miss out on alot of fun, and my testimonial may not be very impressive.. but if I don't quit, I'm not really sure if I can handle my studies well at the same time. I'm definitely not chengxun or daniel, that's for sure.
band camp tml. haiz. I'm tired. let me survive this week without dropping dead.
Monday, April 16, 2007
10:35 PM
tiredness.
for the 2nd time in 2007, I feel tired already and it's barely the start of the week. =(
somehow, I just feel that life seems to have little meaning and every day that you live is like you're being a robot. somehow. lectures are a bore, but I still have to sit through them. and the only lectures that I can handle and find quite interesting are chem and econs. GOD. where did my interest for nearly everything go?!
anyway. I have the same morning break as him! =) haha. civics was a bore, I actually dozed off. econs lecture was not so bad, at least I understood what was taught today. then chem tut was just revision for chem test.
this week is a mad rush week.
-180407: chem lecture test
-190407: GP pre-test
-200407: maths lecture test
-200407-210407: band camp
and I need to redo my PI, dammit. I missed out on csl camp last weekend cos of band. for now I don't even care about csl, I'd rather focus my energies on SYF and my studies. and to ensure that JJ gets at least a gold for SYF and to keep my studies on track.
so much for aiming for a silver lah. I really hate it when some people say that we must just try to maintain the silver medal.
WHERE'S THE DRIVE AND MOTIVATION TO GET THE BEST?!
seriously, I really can't stand it when people don't aim far, and only want to maintain that standard. it's damn bloody irritating.
what my friend told me:
AIMING FOR SILVER IS AS GOOD AS NOT AIMINGthat statement is so true lah. sometimes I wonder if I'm just to used to CMB culture, and now being in JJ band, I've gotten a slight culture shock, ot is it JJ band is just like that.
Not that I want to say bad things about JJ band.. but I really think that we should have the drive and motivation to achieve better standards.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
11:49 PM
quiz! =)
tagged by celeste to do this =)
RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. after stating yoru 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of this entry. Don't forget to leave a comment on their tagboards that says 'you're tagged!' and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means.
1.I seldom show my emo side. only in extreme cases then it shows.
2.I have a great weakness for chocolate. every few days at least, I must have some chocolate to eat.
3.I like to walk out of school with him and talk randomly about stuff that's happened in school, blah blah blah. plus the fact that he's easy to talk to and great fun, not to mention the fact he's cheerful all times and has virtually no temper at all. =)
4.Everytime when I'm in my dad's car on my way to school or on the bus on my way home, the first song that I play on my handphone is jay's xing qing cos it reminds me of him, and he told me before that he likes xing qing alot. =)
5.Whenever I start playing the piano at home, the first song I always play is xing qing, for the same reason as above.
6.Whenever I want to start on homework or revision, I always start off with chem. for some weird unknown reason. maybe it's natural instinct cos I like chem.
6 people to do this:
1.shihui
2.tommy
3.zaewe
4.liyana
5.aidil
6.jasmine
and it's another survey here. hahaha
1.Single, taken or crushed?single and crushing. haha
2.Are you happy with your life now?quite happy now. =D
3.When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?it's fast, but not really THAT fast. cos I believe we must know the person's character first.
4.Have you ever been heartbroken?erm.. can't remember.
5.Do you believe that there are circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?it depends.
6.Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?depends on the severity of the situation.
7.Have you talked about marriage to someone else before?no.
8.Do you want children?yep! =)
9.How many?erm. about 2?
10.Would you consider adoption?not really likely.
11.If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings?hmm. tell me his feelings in a discreet manner, and also by surprising me!
12.Do you enjoy getting into relationships?well. it's hard to answer this.
13.Do you believe in love at first sight?of course!
14.Do you believe you can change someone?depends on the person himself/herself.
15.If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?Switzerland.
16.Do you give in easily when fighting?not very easily.
17.Do you have feelings for anyone now?well... yeah. =)
18.Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?no.
19.have you ever broken a heart?no.
20.If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what will you do?I'll cry myself out, and it might mean the end of our friendship.
21.Are you missing anyone right now?well.. hahahaha
22.Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.anyone who wants to do this! =D
11:27 PM
saturday.
today was.. abit sian? hahaha.
band today until around 2, then i stayed until 3 with some of the j2s and cass. and after band ended, me and zae ended up talking outside the band room and eating the chocolate wafers. from a nearly full tin in the morning, it became half the tin after that. HAHAHA. of course me and him didn't eat that much, other ppl also came to eat the wafers.
wanted to go mac's for lunch, but changed my mind when I saw that it was about to rain, and the fact I don't have enough money for mac's. and luckily I made it home in time before the rain came. haha
went with my mum to IMM to cafe cartel, she suddenly wanted to treat me to that. haha. the food is great! =)
it's a pity I'm not at CSL camp today, partly cos I have to study for 3 tests coming up this week, and plus the fact that upcoming friday to sunday is band camp. if I keep going for camps, I'm gonna be so screwed.
anyway, about friday. =x
I simply hate having lectures in LT2, LT3 and LT4. the air-cons always don't seem to be working even though the teachers claim that the air-con is on! it's so not conducive for learning at all, everyone would just fall asleep or just simply not bother paying attention at all! the only place good for learning is LT5, where at least the air-con is working.
got back maths class test. I PASSED! and I thought that I was going to flunk it big time cos I didn't know how to do the questions, and I just anyhow did them. even though the grade is sucky though.
had sectionals after school, and finally I can get my running notes for hymn right and in place. I kept messing up previously. -.- thanks to christofle and zaewe cos they took us for sectionals, even though they aren't percussionists, they still helped us. thanks to you guys! =) you rock! =D and like finally I got it right. it was damn irritating not being able to get it right the previous times, it was pissing as well. and funnily, even though i'm a j1, I didn't get many comments about how I played, and also not many mistakes were pointed out to me. it's kind of strange.
for SYF'07 so far.. only 14 golds and gold with honours.
gold with honours:st pats', ang mo kio
gold: commonwealth, CHIJ toa payoh, yuhua, tanjong katong girls', swiss cottage, xinmin, crescent girls', raffles' girls, nanyang girls', river valley, maris stella high, bedok north
the judging criteria this year is really strict, cos of so few golds and gold with honours. and it means the jj has to work doubly hard.
Monday, April 09, 2007
11:43 PM
CMB SYF! GOLD! =D
CMB's big day. =)
COMMONWEALTH SECONDARY SCHOOL MILITARY BAND: GOLD
YAY! =D
wanted to pon sch today to go SCH and support CMB but unfortunately my parents wouldn't allow me to pon.. and I had no tickets as well. so no choice. And I spent my day being unable to concentrate during lessons, and I was tensed up in my econs lecture cos it was from 10.30-11.30.. and CMB was performing at 11am. so I was jumpy and super nervous, praying that everything would go smoothly for CMB. =)
went back to commonwealth around 4 plus, everyone was super nervous.. and finally around 6 plus.. the ultimate. from what I've heard, CMB did even better this year, compared to 2005 SYF. =)
congratulations to you guys, you've really worked very hard, and you deserve the gold! =) I'm really glad for you guys.. strive harder and hopefully for SYF 2009 CMB would be able to get gold with honours!
24 school performed today, only 5 schools got gold.
-commonwealth secondary school
-swiss cottage secondary
-tanjong katong girls' school
-yuhua secondary school
-CHIJ toa payoh
=)
Labels: CMB SYF, GOLD =D
Sunday, April 08, 2007
7:22 PM
sunday. =)
og BBQ=fun! =)
I'll let the pics do the talking. =) 1 thign we did-add sugar to whatever we were cooking. it tastes nice. but it kinda burnt our food in a way cos sugar decomposes to carbon when you heat it. and it looks abit.. gross?
jiajun was being super funny, talking with yeemin's parrot. LOL
I still have abit of uncompleted work, so can't blog long. =\ CMB SYF tml!! 1st day, 8th band. good luck to you guys, may you get gold or gold with honours! I'll be back to support you guys always! =D
was in youtube earlier, trying to find 07s27 farewell video.. and I came across pump it mass dance video, 2 06s05 videos and 2 07s27 ones.
I laughed my head off at the 06s05 ones. it really is very very silly! HAHAHA.. =)
Labels: 07S27, CMB SYF, og30, percussion
Friday, April 06, 2007
11:19 PM
good friday
today=slack day at home. HAHAHA
been on and offline all day today, didn't get far with studying. damn. got maths test next week.. shitness. then tml I'm out for the whole day.. band prac in the morning, og bbq at yeemin's place after that. can't wait for tml to come. =)
chatting with liyana on msn, we realised just how much we missed mass dance and cheering.. it really brings back alot of memories during PAE.. 01, Love Fiesta, OGL camp, 02..
I feel like doing it again.. there was one on the first week of wed when school reopened. haha. and tommy pulled me in to dance! HAHAHA he's wayyy more enthu than me.. really glad to know such a crazy, funny, insane, hyper and high 24/7 ogl like him! =D
hope there're more mass dance sessions soon even though orientation period is over. =D
anyway, I finally could view the band camp photos. got hold of 2 photos. haha
whee. I'm the only J1 here! and the J2s' actions are like damn funny lah. LOL.
christofle kaya mahmudah neni and me being lame in the band room hahahaha =D
that's it for now. leaving my mark here. whole day out tml. =D
1:17 AM
whee. =)
Of all the days in my timetable, Tuesdays and Thursdays are the most insane days. Tuesday cos of PC from 2.30-3.30(stupid afternoon timing), Thursday cos of PW from 3.30-4.30. shitness.
chem pract today was straightforward, finished up quite fast. then our 1 hour break right after was nearly taken up cos miss elvina wanted a make-up lesson. which was going through 2 questions in tut2. diao.
civics was crap. had some BMTC thing, had to send 3 representives from s34 to go. and cos I have SYF, I don't have to go. lalala~
wanted very badly to pon CSC today, but didn't in the end. I just put my bag in LT3, then dashed out just as the teacher came in, and she didn't notice me dash out cos of the slight confusion earlier. dashed out to toilet, then met erneh and wu han, ended up talking crap.. then I went inside band room, saw chris and zae inside. apparently they also escaped from that lesson too hahahahaha.
had CSL meeting at 3.30, couldn't stand sitting still for more than 1 hour.. I got restless when that 1 hour mark came, and I wanted to get out immediately cos I was tired.. and I went back into the band room again to practise abit, and I nearly froze to death in there again. next time I have to bring a jacket already.
long day. at least no school on friday. can sleep in. =)
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
10:58 PM
wednesday! =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEMA!
omg and I didn't know today was your birthday until you told me! didn't get a present for you so sorry! =(
anyway today was.. not as bad as yesterday. had house meeting, heard the council wannabes' speeches. not too bad. 2 of m votes are comfirmed already, only the 3rd one isn't cos I can't decide who else to vote for..
had band today, saw him. =D first time mr tay was strict with us. =) I don't mind the strictness, it's better for the band anyway cos I feel that the band has been too slack already for ages, and SYF is coming up in 37 days.
rushed home after that, had to catch up on some chem revision. finally no more mole concept! =D I'm sick of that chapter, it was so boring cos it was already covered during first 3 months and during the reteaching period, I spent my time in chem lectures sleeping. now it's on atomic structure, at least it's something rather new. no more stoning in chem lectures! =)
tml is going to be an insane day. mroe or less continuous lessons for us cos our 1 hour break after chem pract tml morning has been usurped by miss elvina for extra chem lesson for 45 min. shitness. lucky tml no pc if not i'm dead.
shihui messaged me, I've gotten into csl. and that means I'm going to be busy. damn. at this abit un-godly time cos of SYF. for once, these meetings are not going to be first priority. SYF comes first, I want that gold!
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
11:14 PM
tuesday.
Whee. majority of the day was sleeping period for me. had 1 hour break in the morning, studied abit with celeste. then maths, I was stoning half the time cos I don't understand what he's talking about. I was feeling sian and tired until pc.. and I saw him. =D we j1 girls had to run 3 rounds of the track for warm up then 200m sprints. dammit so exhausting. and I wanted to run for sports meet. hah.
after pc, found grace and shi hui at the canteen.. then I went up to pd block toilets to change, then went to council elects' board and I met zhenghan there. we ended up chatting and walking around the school to kill time.. =)
went home after that, caught up on alot of revision and to complete my PI. luckily it was a fast job and it didn't take me long to get it done. =)
Sunday, April 01, 2007
1:50 AM
april's fool.
whee. i hit my books for 5 hours plus today. plus breaks in between of course. i'm not super mugger!
I feel damn irritated and frustrated, that I can't seem to get my stuff right.. my maths is still very sucky, dammit. anyone?? any j2 who's kind enough.. please. =D
I'm in rono house! RAH. I wanted bikila!! nvm he's in the same house as me.. and he might run for 4x100 event.. maybe I'll run also.. or 100 metres race.. just for the fun of it.. haha.. see if I can make it.. and also to train up my 2.4 and improve my timing! =D
07s34 is fun so far, the guys are extremely crazy(horny's a better word to describe them haha) and everyone is nice.. and that guy pearl's been telling me about, qiyi is in my class.. =) he's damn shuai lor! but abit of the pretty boy kind of good looks.. =D
went out on friday after csl interview with mizy erneh peiting ziaotang and xinning to jp to eat and walk around after that.. csl results out on monday! it doesn't really matter to me if I don't get in, cos if I really get in, I don't think I have time for SYF rehearsa;s. and for once, SYF is top priority. I don't want to let jj band down, especially christofle and zaewe, our dear band leaders..
at least a gold please! I don't want to hear ppl talk about just getting a silver, I don't think silver is good enough at all.
liyana you rock! she was really funny earlier.. she suddenly told me that there was no school on monday, I thought it was true.. and it turns out that it was an april's fool day joke. HAHAHA..
damn I still haven't done my PI for PW.. got to do it tml. first draft due this week. shitness.
I realised how much I miss the shadows clan. we were together, working near non-stop during the crazy mad rush period--OGL camp and 02 itself.. we made both camps a great success.. and now shadows might be disbanded.. especially miss scdc shadows alot..
chunlai, zhenyu, jiajun, irene, wuhan, xinyi, me, liyana, hema, jasmine, shaleihin, zheyuan, victoria, timothy, shengyong, xiaohua, kerrick, kelly, shi ning.
WHEE. SCDC SHADOWS FOREVER! =D
and to the scdc attached as well..
jason, MC, sarah, szehan, bestia, elwin, juenkeat, jianle, daria, zul, weiming.. =) if I have forgotten your names, i'm really very sorry.. but thanks for everything that you've done to help make 02 a success!
even though this thank you message came in abit late though. haha.
and to the wonderful councillors who helped us throughout without complaining.. and for being so kind and guiding us..
amira, zhongru, chinchye, chendi, chengxun, christina, chianlim, sherman.. many more of them.. many thanks to you guys! =D
Labels: 07s34, HIM`, rono house, SCDC shadows
